When the expectation of punishment is harsher than the punishment itself
By Phone Babe ~ December 16th, 2007. Filed under: Submissive.
Life as a submissive wife has its perks. It is a lifestyle that not every woman can undertake for herself as it implies a realization that the woman’s desired role is to serve and obey her Master in all aspects of their combined lives. As a naturally submissive woman living the lifestyle, I am of course comfortable talking about submissive phone sex with callers who want to experience the thrills of having a passionate woman willingly surrender herself to their power with the sole purpose to satisfy her master.
Before going on any further, I would not be working as a phone sex operator if I wasn’t allowed to do so my my Master, my Husband to whom I submit wholeheartedly. Callers sometimes ask me if there are different levels of submission in the relationship between a submissive woman and her dominant master, and indeed there are.
Various levels of submissions exist allowing the submissive wife to retain (or not) some form of control. Gorean slaves for example are allowed no control whatsoever. There are absolute and willing slaves to their husbands and have the least amount of control over their daily life. Of course, not every one is loving enough to be the true master of a Gorean Slave and those few men who are show an incredible amount of love and trust towards their wives. True Gorean Slaves are perhaps the happiest of all submissives as they are allowed to do nothing else other than what their Master allows them to do. Gorean Slaves are thus free to concentrate themselves to the service and pleasure of their Master with total disregard to themselves unless allowed or otherwise instructed by their Gorean Husbands. The next level of submission is a woman who is a straightforward slave. Her submission is total but she retains a certain form control usually agreed upon at the beginning of a relationship. Then you have Submissive Women who although totally committed to the service and satisfaction of their Master have a set of pre-defined words, which when expressed in the proper context can end a particular domination session.
I am such a Submissive and as per a previous story told in these pages, I found myself once committed to our garden shed by my Master, after a series of unforgivable acts of disobedience on my part.
And thus there I was naked in a specially designed robe, laying on a workbench inside my Master’s garden shed, which He has equipped for the purpose of especially harsh punishments reserved only in extreme cases when I had behaved poorly. In all the years of my happy marriage with Master, this was the first time I was finding myself in the Shed, and I was feeling the effect of shame in fits of tears which would shake my body to the core, so violent was my sobbing. Soon after entering the shed and putting on the robe, Master had walked in quietly, and without speaking one word had strapped both my wrists and ankles to each corner of the table and had fitted me with a collar around the neck, wide and covered with little pricks on the inside. He had then hooked the collar to a chain and attached it to the table, tight so that the slightest movement would cause me severe pain. I was totally helpless, bound, naked in spite of my robe. When he was done with tying me up to the table Master left the shed.
The events of the day had been so overwhelming for my nerves that after what it felt like hours of desperately waiting for Master to return and execute his punishment, I finally felt asleep. When I woke up next, it was daylight and I realized I had slept all night! I was feeling stiff, my ankles and wrists were sore but above all, I could feel some moisture around my neck, the result of inadvertently pulling on the collar which caused some blood to be spilled. This was not ordinary punishment and I began to feel fear seep itself into every pore of my body until I was shaking uncontrollably.
Master only returned later on and still without a word, unhooked my wrists and ankles from their shackles and replaced the short chain hooked to my collar by a dog like leash which he pulled gently, signally me to follow him back to the house. With a slight movement of the head he looked down to the floor, a clear instruction that I was to walk with my head bowed and lead me out of the shed, inside the house.
We passed by the kitchen and stopped by the table where he signaled me to read a note he had left for me. His instructions were clear:
I was not allowed to speak in any circumstances.
He had called my boss to tell him I was no longer working for him.
He was too disappointed to even look at me, let alone talk to me.
I was to go to the bathroom to wash, and returned to him in the living room where he would allow me to drink and eat a little.
Whereupon he would bind me again and go to work, living me alone in the house, waiting for his return.
Never in my life had I felt such fear, combined with remorse and shame. I was eager to beg for His forgiveness, but knew better than to speak to Him and so I did exactly as I was told.
When I was done eating, he put a clean robe on me, covered my head with a hood attached a chain in between my legs so as to prevent me from moving freely in the house and allowing me just enough motion to be able to live the house in case of an extreme emergency and left me at home whilst he went to work. I was to wait there for him until his return later on this evening. No television allowed to pass the time of course, no computer access, nothing that could make the time pass faster during the wait.
As the hours went by, I grew increasingly concerned at the severity of the punishment he was inflicting in me. Never had I experienced a time when Master did not speak to me for so long and whilst I was frustrated by his behavior, I was particularly concerned that my own disobedience might have caused irreparable damage in his trust towards me.
What would come to next would be a lesson and reward that this submissive wife will never forget.
If you want to explore a master, dominant relationship with a real submissive, try me by phone! Many of my callers have embarked on their dominant path by trying submissive phone sex!













